The Devil Made Me Do It...not

The Devil card is one of those "freak out" cards that customers pull.  But serious readers understand that Hell is our own creation;  if we focus on making our life hellish, hellish it will become.  It is not easy to stop destructive thoughts or behavior, but you CAN.  Other people have.  Find some of those people and find out how they did it.  It will take time - so you will have to have patience.

And always remember - the Universe usually answers with "here's your change".